Currently 20 years old, stationed in Vilsek, Germany although Lord knows my heart, mind, and soul stay in Louisiana with my family.  The most important thing in life to me is my family( Momma's at the forefront of the recipients of my love when it comes to my family). Currently emotionally unavailable , I've got a lot of soul-searching while I try to find myself. There are numerous questions that I've hidden away in the darkest recesses of my mind, questions that need answering. It's the only way I'll find clarity and manage to at least find peace within myself. It's gonna be a strenuous inner journey, but I know what rewards are in store; so all the strain and stress that pursue me- as if we're  playing a game of cat and mouse, will all be more than  worth it.