Lanita

If I still couldn’t figure out what I wanna do, i might lose my job :(((

It’s 3:50 am and those uncanny thoughts are starting to rush in gosh leave me aloneeeee~ the fucking voices

It’s good that my lost friends tried talking to me again… but I’m still wondering why y’all keep me hanging, why we haven’t spoke for how many months???? Without saying anything????? I’m really starting to think I don’t deserve to have close friends lolololol. I tend to have very unstable relationship with them idk‍♀️

I badly wanna sink and decompose and disappear like i never even existed

The deep loneliness I felt is unfathomable :((