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Sorry yall, I haven't been active as of late. We had to euthanize my cat this morning, and I miss him so much... We couldn't afford to keep him alive. The tests and blood transfusion were 3k, and could be even more. We couldn't afford that. I just miss my baby so much. If anyone would be willing to talk, or just send their regards, it would make my day. Fly high Simba <3 ❤❤❤ You will always be my beautiful baby boy. We found a little benie baby at this gas station, and he looked exactly like simba. Mufasa now never leaves my side. Love you my boy, you did not deserve this. I'm sorry I couldn't keep you alive, I'm sorry that you suffered. I miss you so fucking much simba. I'm crying, I love you. You will forever be in my heart. I'm sorry that you got into rat poison, I still love you. You did stupid shit sometimes, but I still love you. It isn't even loved, its love. You may be gone, but my love for you isnt. I love you more than words can express. You made my day, my world, my sun, my light. You always have been and always will be my baby. I love you simba. More than you'll ever know. I'm sorry for not showing it. I'm sorry for not seeing your pain earlier. You're no longer suffering. I hope to be back with you one day. I love you simba. You were the best cat I could've ever asked for. I love you simba, so fucking much. Rest in peace simba. I get your ashes soon. I'm glad that when they euthanized you, your were in my arms, surround by love, hugs, and kisses. There is a hole in my heart now, but I do not blame you. I love you my baby. You did not deserve this pain. I can't sleep because I'm afraid it might happen again but its not your fault. I don't blame you. I love you more than anyone or anything. For fucks sake, I'm sorry for not noticing sooner. I love you so much. You are awesome. I will never forget you. I love you simba, and I'm sorry for not showing it enough. You will forever be my baby, my son, my world, and the one I look forward to when I get home. ❤❤❤