Cat_Cam

just read the best fic of my life.
          it was like poetry.
          it was perfect.
          
          im still crying, it didn't have a happy ending.
          
          
          
          damn. they deserved a happy ending. 
          but one died so it's all shit i fuckin hate it i hate this. damn it.
          lovely.
          
          perfect.

guys what do you think about double posts? like i post in here then in Twitter a different thing.
          
          *crickets*
          
          yeah i know its ridiculous.
          
          
          
          gonna install twitter later. maybe uninstall something because i ain't using all my apps.

I belong to Twitter. I will migrate soon.

Today I rode a mechanical bull 3 times.
          
          third time i rode it i fell and landed on my feet. mom didn't record it so im logging it here.

sooooo i had this idea for a ship where they're both gods so now im like scavenging for the concept and im feeding my idea and my reader mind.
          
          also help.
          
          do i make the edgy character a god related to death or just moon-themed??? the other one is already related to the sun in canon sO I GOTTA MAKE THEM SUN/MOON, I CAN'T NOT DO IT.
          
          AAAAAUUUUGGGGHHHHH IM BASHING MY SKULL AGAINST THE CEMENT WALL AND IT'S BLEEDING. PLEASE, IDEEEEEAAAAAS COME TO MEEEEE.
          
          DO I MAKE HIM EDGY OR COOL. HE EDGY IN CANON SO MAYBE I SHOULD. BUT ALSO HE HAS A COOL POWER. HE'S STRATEGIC. HE HAS A STRONG SENSE OF JUSTICE. HE'S ALSO A DOCTOR SOOOO. HE'S VERY SMART. WHAT ELSE MY NOTES DON'T HAVE MORE. HE'S STUBBORN. HE'S PROBABLY DEPRESSED IN SOME WAY. HE DOES not LIKE PEOPLE. HE LIKES FLUFFY THINGS. HE'S TALL.
          
          WHAT THE FUCK DOES THAT MAKE HIM. A GOD OF EDGY?????? I HATE HIM.
          
          FUCK YOU MANCHITAS. FUCK YOU.

taaaakeeeeee oooooon meeeee
          (take on me)
          taaaakeeeeee meeeee ooooooon
          (take on me)
          iiiiiiiii fooooorgooooot
          the fuckin lyriiiiiiiiiiicss
          
          (take on me)
          
          
          i gotta write something like fuuuun i need to practice descriptive writing.
          
          
          my current scenery:
          
          cloudy sky, cold breeze. nice wheater for a big jacket. the TV is playing some movie. people speak about something.
          
          sounds fron the stove in the background. warm inside. comfortable on the couch.
          
          it's time for a snack.

writing an idea down and not working on my book. 
          
          yeah that's my life. 
          that's my procrastinator life.

rereading 1(one) single chapter of a really good concept, which is ABANDONED.

y'know those days you want to spend laying down? this is one of them for me.

just read a horrible fanfic up to its 10nth chap
          
          don't do this