I used to be a little flower blowing in the breeze,
but now have come the dark days that i fall upon my knees
the petals that once blossomed pink
never seemed to have a care about what people think

my innocence just stepped upon and crushed beneath his feet
so thanks to him gone are the days of the little girl who seemed so sweet
for to the girl she can no longer see clearer
with a pain so deep she can't even look herself in the mirror

She always said shed never do it but now look at her
life without him seems like a blur
and although she knows that he's moved on
she can't ever imagine him being gone
Her eyes have lost their pearly glow and within them as she saddens,
life been ripped away from her, tears flow down as she maddens

The girl from once upon a time
emotions begin to climb
trine fill the void in her heart
but she doesn't know where to start

The thoughts begin to change
into a deep and dark exchange
The little delicate flower turns to stone
Her heart of gold soon turns cold

she begins to think that its ok
to use her body anyway

"Use my body, for what you need,
Make me plead on my knees,
Make me yell, make me scream,
Use my body as you please,

I don't see the problem,
Find use for me,
Other then my mental capabilities,
I'm lost without a purpose,

Use my body,
Maybe you can find a use,
For something so useless"

so now I'm going on a journey
to a place that seems so far
to find thats little girly
not so far beyond the star

This is a journey like no other, one within the soul,
trying to find a way and somethings to fill the the hole
Going on a trip falling upon my knees,
I'm going to find the little girl that nobody sees
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