Awh.l I’m so sorry, I know it hurts a lot as my myself had been through that same situation, but please. Take it slow and if you don’t thinK you guys aren’t the best anymore, like more toxicity roams around in ur friendship, please give it up, it won’t be worth it to get even more worse. I’m here for you even if I don’t know you, if you ever need to you can vent to me. Best of wishes!