can u believe I was emo posting abt being suicidal for like maybe 5-6yrs on here and then kinda disappeared for 3 years and came back a mostly well rounded adult even tho those 3yrs were also devastating but I was outside being alive and real and human in nature and society which made me better independently regardless of people in my life ! I survived being a child, tween & teen js to brag abt it on WATTPAD as an adult x anyways my point is that its so cool looking back and then seeing now and thinking like. WE DID IT ?? WE'RE FINE ?? IT WASN'T THE END OF THE WORLD ALL THAT TIME ?? what a solid win and if I could send a reply to one of my old posts and for 11yo me to recieve it I WOULD say it gets so much better. Worse before better, but SO much better after that. We survive it all and come out the other end better for it twinn AND YEAH WE STILL LOVE UNDERTALE AND THERES A GAME CALLED DELTARUNE NOW THAT'LL COME OUT IN A FEW MONTHS FOR YOU, ITS MADE BY TOBY FOX ALSO IT'S LIKE AN UNDERTALE SPIN OFF BUT BETTER THAN YOU'D EXPECT FROM THAT DESCRIPTION (chapters 3&4 release 4th of June 2025.) AND WE STILLLL WRITE FANFICTION AND WE STILL TALK TO OUR FRIEND FROM ROMANIA. Like there's so many wonderful things I've kept doing out of pure joy and so many wonderful things I've been allowed to keep in my life WE'RE ALL GOOD I love looking back at my dogshit evil past and being GRATEFUL for now instead of miserable abt then ykwim??? ok ramble over
