Catsmeow83006
bro, I just logged back on this account- I was like 12 when I made this account! I'm now 15 :3
Catsmeow83006
Catsmeow83006
Hello! I'm not going to be on this account anymore, all books are going to be labeled discontinued. I will try to refollow my followers in this account. So yeah, remember me is up for adoption, unless by popular demand will I continue it on my new account. Too many things have happened on this account, so to all my followers thank you for being there.
Catsmeow83006
I'm a depressed little nugget, can you tell?
Catsmeow83006
echoes of glass breaking can still be heard in my ears
It's been 5 years
The nights I run and hide
With no one I can confide
The cuts he inflicted
As the healed over scars I itched it
The kicks and hits
With the sinking feeling in my stomachs pits
The words that cut deeper that the shard of glass he used
As over time they've fused
Now bearing more pressure on me
Than anyone can see.
Catsmeow83006
If love was as easy as a flick of a wand
Then I would not be drowning in this pond
Cause you broke my heart
And tore it apart
And now I have issues
So pass me the tissues
As I wipe my tear stained cheeks
And the gears in my brain creaks
As it comes to the conclusion of ending it all
So ill take the ball
And get rid of my self and throw it all away as he did to me
Now I see
The train bounding towards me as I stand in between the railroad tracks
And the sound of by bond's cracks
As it collides with the metal, and my blood splattering like a water balloon
And now I'm dead
Minthe-the-Nymph
@Catsmeow83006 Thank God. Don’t worry, insecurity and self-disappointment is pretty normal, sadly. I may not act like it, but I am pretty insecure myself.
Catsmeow83006
You've fallen in love
And flying around you and them are doves
The butterflies rise
But the doves have fallen to their demise
Their lover at night
Has turned the once shining light
To darkness
As you weep for you broken love and your taken over by sadness
And end your connection
All your concentration
Is focused on you realizing you should have never loved in the first place
Cause you see the difference between your face
With them
And her face with them.
Minthe-the-Nymph
@Catsmeow83006 Haha, I just realized, it’s about 4am where you are right now. I’m surprised you aren’t sleeping.
Catsmeow83006
As I'm wound
I look around
Made of plastic
I'm beautiful and it's fantastic
I walk through the ferns
And all faces turn
Some filled with lust
Some who cussed
Some with jealousy
But I can't really see
Why,
Why would they want to be me
No one is perfect
Some things I heard have pecked
And pecked
And pecked at my self love
As my holy dove
Flies away
The children play
Not having a clue
Of the prices you have to pay to
Be accepted
Minthe-the-Nymph
@Catsmeow83006 ‘Your’ refers to possession, like “Can I pet your dog?” While ‘you’re’ is a contraction for ‘you are’ Such as “You’re an amazing friend!”
Catsmeow83006
@Catsmeow83006 im the same way, but i dont know the difference between your, and you're, could you tell me?
Catsmeow83006
Knock
Knock
knock
I hear
And I sit frozen in fear
While holding the glock
I raise my hand
As my mask starts to bend
Have I finally given in
Has all my happiness been thrown in a bin.
Being given away
The memories of when I would play
The pain of the words that have cut into my brain
I want to refrain
From telling you
That what you see on the outside is not true
I'm broken
Ill give you a token
Of appreciation if could really love a monster like me
As my bedroom door opens I see a face
That's been frozen in place
With the cold metal against my warm skin
I say to my kin
"You made me do this."
BANG!
Catsmeow83006
@Catsmeow83006 thats interesting cause this is about suicide, not murdering an old man with a scary eye.
Minthe-the-Nymph
@Catsmeow83006 Jeez. This reminds me of Edgar Allen Poe’s ‘A Tell-Tale Heart’, for some reason.
Catsmeow83006
As I walk
I hear them talk
The insults
My true emotions in vaults
I keep up a plastic mask
One that can do it's task
The more I fake
The harder it is to break
The more tears threatening to spill
Means less room to fill
With the sadness
And the darkness
Of the monsters wrapping my neck
Minthe-the-Nymph
@Catsmeow83006 If I was even slightly poetic, I would make an uplifting poem, but I can’t come up with anything. So, if you’re ever feeling down, listen to either of these songs. If you want to laugh, listen to ‘Sincerely, Me’ from the Dear Evan Hansen soundtrack. If you just need reassurance, listen to ‘You Will Be Found’, also from the Dear Evan Hansen soundtrack. (Unrelated, but I just noticed something. If it was 1:20 am where you were an hour ago, it means it’s around 2:30 am now. This is a little weird to me, considering it is 12:28 am where I am. Time zones are weird. Why can’t we just all go by one time? And daylight savings too. Why does that exist?)
Catsmeow83006
A midnight black falls over the skies
All I think about are the past yells and cries.
I shake from fear
For this burden I have to bear
Is weighing me down
I start to frown
Will this weight drive me in a bottomless hole,
Or can I climb the pole
Or will someone hear my yelps,
Or my screams for help.
And bring me up so I can see the sun,
Or will they scream and run
From the monster that lies within
(I got bored so I made this)
Catsmeow83006
@Catsmeow83006 it was 1:20 am when i made that do of course its depressing, but thanks.
Minthe-the-Nymph
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@Catsmeow83006 Holy shit, that’s depressing but really good. I suck at coming up with anything original, unless i’m just mindlessly drawing random characters.