Catzareadorbs

Who should I ragebait today mhhhh

Th3RatWhoHat3sCrows

@Catzareadorbs Try to ragebait urself, its fun
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Wolfie_lol_user

@Catzareadorbs hhhhhhhhhhhggggggggggggggggggggggggg uh me my friends say I’m easy to ragebait
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Catzareadorbs

Who should I ragebait today mhhhh

Th3RatWhoHat3sCrows

@Catzareadorbs Try to ragebait urself, its fun
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Wolfie_lol_user

@Catzareadorbs hhhhhhhhhhhggggggggggggggggggggggggg uh me my friends say I’m easy to ragebait
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Catzareadorbs

ITS MY BIRTHDAY YAYAYAY

Catzareadorbs

@kiiwiig_Good Its always the thought that counts
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kiiwiig_Good

@ Catzareadorbs  Oh ,  Happy birthday, albeit a little late.
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Catzareadorbs

GUYS TODAY IS MY QUINCEAÑERA <333 IMMA TRY SHOWING PICTURES OF WHAT PEOPLE TOOK OF ME AND SOME OF MY SKETCHED DURING THE EVENT

Wolfie_lol_user

@Catzareadorbs WHAT OMG HAPPY 15TH BIRTHDAY BRO!!
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Meleanorslovelybride

@Catzareadorbs THATS AMAZING I HOPE YOU ENJOY YOUR QUINCE
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Catzareadorbs

Im sorry for hardly being active and being on wattpad, hardly posting any new content for my fanfic. I’ve just been feeling depressed as of late. 
          
          
          I’m gonna be venting here so some trigger warning include sa and suicide
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          When I was young like around 4 I was sa by my dad. Then at 9 years old I was sa by my brother who was in his early 20s, it went on for 3-4 years, and I really hated myself for it. I wished I had said no, but then again I was young so I couldn’t have said much. My brother would come up to me and my sleep and touch me which would stir me awake. He would also make commends like ‘you won’t tell anyone right?’ Or ‘You’ll let me do this when your a teen’. He’d stopped once I was 12 since I evaded his attention and when he tried it i ran to my sisters room. When I tried telling my dad he didnt care. 
          
          After repeated sa I’ve developed my own cravings known as hypersexuality, I crave being touched so I m@sturbate which I pleasure myself but I feel really disgusted. I’ve tried to stop this urge but I just seem to can’t.
          
          Its been 2 years now and I’m 14.  I’ve been acting chill around my brother and his girlfriend until I remembered these things and suddenly started disconnecting myself from him. My sister came up to me and asked me why I was acting weird so I told her. And you know what she did? She justified his actions by saying he was just on drugs and I lashed out on her and kicked her out of my room.

Catzareadorbs

@kiiwiig_Good I’ve managed to open up to my mom and she helped me feel better though I might ask her if I can go see a psychologist like you said, and thank your for your words they helped feel bit better.
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kiiwiig_Good

@ Catzareadorbs  You aren't a bad person for wanting to distance yourself; if you feel it’s the right thing to do, then do it. You might need to see a psychologist or have the company of someone you can open up to and feel safe with—like a friend or a trusted family member. I hope you take care of yourself and don't suffer any more because of this situation. 
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