Cautionary_Mornings

My new book is going to get concentrated on lot more than I have with my others. I am going to take my time, I've done like half a chapter, and I'm going to carry on.
          	
          	'The very moment I wake up every morning, when there is no past, no future. Where I receive a bright spark of hope washing over me. Then reality sets in, memory's flood throughout my entire body sending a horrid taste of bile at the back of my throat. 
          	
          	I suppose I should be used to it by now, seeing as I have woke up to this every morning for the past three years - that sense of false hope that is destroyed by a reminder of that night.
          	
          	The night that made me the way I am, that made me an outcast, a delinquent with a disgraceful attitude, the kid all teachers hate.'

Cautionary_Mornings

My new book is going to get concentrated on lot more than I have with my others. I am going to take my time, I've done like half a chapter, and I'm going to carry on.
          
          'The very moment I wake up every morning, when there is no past, no future. Where I receive a bright spark of hope washing over me. Then reality sets in, memory's flood throughout my entire body sending a horrid taste of bile at the back of my throat. 
          
          I suppose I should be used to it by now, seeing as I have woke up to this every morning for the past three years - that sense of false hope that is destroyed by a reminder of that night.
          
          The night that made me the way I am, that made me an outcast, a delinquent with a disgraceful attitude, the kid all teachers hate.'