Cawfee_Connoisseur

@Lancethereader Deader than my hopes and dreams.

@TheRealEdmanEreve I'm no God. Just a washed out faker.

It's fine. I'm not mad that I didn't get the commish. I mean, didn't pay, so all good. I paid 25 for another one, but never got it. Sniff. Should've used that money to buy myself Gunpla.
            
            I'm still a lazybum at writing tho~ Even with a pardner, I get super lazy to write~ I actually prefer editing work over writing. Should consider doing that instead, nyohoho~

@Cawfee_Connoisseur I just logged in after hiatus and realised the name got changed
            BloodEdge, I think its good to do whatever works best for you :)
            I just wanted to come by and say hi 
            Sorry I wasn't able to finish the commish during CF... I feel really bad :' I wasn't used to doing so many things at once ; ;
            Well I'm looking forward to the stories you two will come up with :)
            I'm just gonna go look through your account now-
            
            Happy writing :)!
            
            *sincerely hopes that you'll reply

@fairyseeker012 It's probably Chinese or something. Not like I can read it.

@TheBloodEdge nice, what language?

@fairyseeker012 From a bookshop. It was translated to my country's native language.

@Slitheen3 @TheBloodEdge you were the one that coined the name Cheesuke for one of my characters so I guess I can't really forget that funny incident. Yeah we weren't really that close but I always enjoyed the banter between you and Boomer and everyone else so I'm kinda like a spectator in the forum in a way. 
            
            Ahhh, passion was the reason why I was in and out of FP and Wattpad a couple of times, and sometimes it's just so depressing that you can't think of anything while everyone seem to have a goal to work towards. Growing up really changes the kind of outlook you have on life, and I guess that affects the way we write too. Hell, looking back at my work 8 years ago made me pity the naivety I used to embrace. I'm glad you're gonna be writing (regardless of BGQG or any new works) and all the best with your creative work! Totally look forward to it :) 
            
            Thank you very much for the well wishes. It's been close to two years since his departure, but life's life. It made me really appreciate the time I have with me now and someway or another it's like a tiny source of motivation to get me writing as well. 

@HidenoriETT Ahhh, took a bit of refreshing but I kinda sorta remember you. I don't think we were too close though, since it took me half an hour to recall who you are. But yeah. I remember you. Actually, I uh, quit the RAOSC a year ago in uh, in quite the spectacle. I don't think I'd be returning anytime soon. As you continue writing, the passion starts to slip away. And in a group centered around writing, with the passion gone, what holds everything together? So I ended up distancing away from them...
            
            But, nah. I've slowly started picking up the pen again.  I just can't update BGQG because I've grown up and changed a lot, so I can't quite relate to myself as a teenager. Weird, I know.
            
            And, sorry about your friend, buddy. These kinds of things happen, and we have no control over the situation. In the end, we just have to cope with the results of it. That's life. Bad things happen, and you have no choice but to take it.

@TheBloodEdge Hey Bloodedge, not sure if you remember me but we were in the RAOSC (or whichever group is being called now). I've deep respect for your works and I get what you're saying. For me, sometimes It's getting harder to find that ounce of passion you've once been so fired up on. I grew to love writing through RAOSC (which was what, 4 years ago? - sh*t that's long). As I carried on writing, I find the people I used to know started to lose their passion and stopped writing altogether. I know that sadness you've mentioned because I've lost a friend to a god-damn incurable disease, and he was someone I really enjoyed talking to about writing. Even though we have never met, he was probably one of the most genuine writer/editor/penpal I've ever had. 
            
            I do hope whatever you're feeling does not discourage you from writing altogether. But damn, I do miss the own thread and forum.

Hoping you'll add more reiji and alice moments.. :D

@fairyseeker012 I'll update when I remember what's supposed to happen.

@shankaruma I had no idea.