How are you feeling, and you didn't let us down you don't let anyone down, don't be so hard on yourself,
Let me teach you somethings #1 if anyone pushes you down, get right back up
#2 if people bully you ignore them they just want the satisfaction if you give it to them it'll continue
#3 fight back don't be afraid to throw a punch or talk back to someone if they have bad intentions towards you
Hope this helps