I'm rediscovering myself, going back to what is my true love writing, it always kept me grounded always, was there for me and even though the depression and pain I'm so happy to be back and hoping to feel and just be what I am without care of judgement, so welcome to my mind it can get a bit uncomfortable, and you may not understand what is going on but don't worry we're figuring this out together so that's my long bearing out my heart to y'all .