Celeste032105

is everyone ignoring me -_-
          
          anyways I think I got way too many projects bruh T-T
          
          The deadline for my Math APT is tomorrow but I haven't finished ittttt
          But I think I can do it by the deadline(I hope)
          
          WHY DID THEY HAVE TO JOIN CODING WITH MATH AAHHHHHHHJIJAONFINAEONIAEJODEAIOJDOAEJICNAEOINIAJD

my notifs are so dry -_-
          
          anyways a (not so) lil rant: basically after school tdy my classmate sitting behind me texted my asking if my seat partner and i could change to the pair of seats right in front of the teacher. context for this is that this school term, we changed our form class sitting arrangement again, and now all the tables were in pairs instead of some are pairs and some are trios. normally i just stay at the same seat and not bother to change and just deal with whoever ends up next to me, but this pair of classmates(one of them who dm me) stayed at the last row of my seat column. 
          eventually this nice girl ended up next to me and we're pretty chill, but one of my friends ended up without a partner and she didn't want to sit in front of the teacher so she took a chair and sat next to that person who dm me(let's just call her AA.). AA is friends with my friend(im gonna call her BB) BB because they're both in soccer, and BB somehow managed to get by the whole day while sitting there
          anyways, the whole day I could hear AA whispering to her seat partner about how I didn't give up my seat for my friend BB and how I should've let BB sit at my place since apparently they were here first but i never moved. I just ignored them
          Note that BB isn't a bad friend but I think AA(who is btw obnoxiously talkative and extroverted) put her in a bad position
          Fast forward to tdy, when she msg me, long story short she was kind passive aggressive about it and really wanted me to move with my seat partner rn and go to that seat in front of the teacher but one, I don't want to move, I'm comfortable with where I am. Two, I don't think it's fair to my seat partner to just uproot ourselves and move without having her consent or acknowledgement, and three, I want to be able to choose for myself for once. All these years I find myself hard to refute anyone and I want to change that and learn to root for myself, but it seems that AA isn't really happy about it.

sotd: traitor by Olivia Rodrigo
          
          YOU’RE STILL, YOU’RE STILL A TRAITORRRR

hi guys
          
          im back
          
          so sorry for being so inactive for the past few weeks:((
          
          Stuff came up and my motivation aas nowhere to be found but I think it’s getting a lil bit better now;) 
          I’ll try to respond to notifs soon

Sorry to have been MIA for so long -_-
          
          I have been on holiday at Switzerland for the past two weeks, hence I didn’t have much time 
          
          I’ll try my best to respond to msgs soon:))

sotd: Sugar Honey Ice Tea by Babymonster
          
          New song released recently!! No Rami comeback unfortunately:( but I felt like some parts of the MV was pretty funny like the part where the people with exaggerated big eyes stared was hilarious xD
          
          A lil side story cuz why not: I asked to go to Babymonster’s concert cuz I had been waiting for YEARS to go, and at first they said they’ll think about it for like WEEKS and ystr my friend asked me if I wanted to go tgt
          
          So of course I said yes, and then I asked my parents again if I could go with her
          Basic gist of it is that after MUCH MUCH persuasion, they said yes but both of our moms had to go with us
          
          My friend’s mom offered to help us buy tickets tgt so my mom agreed, but I asked my mom if we should offer too cuz I felt bad for troubling them, you know?
          But my mom said it’s fine since they offered but idk should I still ask…?
          
          Now my mom thinks I’m be try nervous about it and I wanna buy the tickets instead of them-_-
          Idk what to do T-T
          (Btw for context they’re just helping buy it tgt but we’ll pay them back later)

hellooooo guyss IM BACKKKKK
          
          sorry for being so offline for such a long while, stuff happened and I felt like I wasn’t in the right headspace to interact with the internet, but I think and I hope that I’m fine now:))
          
          I’ll try my best to catch up with all my notifs so if anything major(or anything, really) happened, feel free to lmk hehe
          
          Hope things are going well for everyone!!

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sotd: somewhere only we know by Keane
          
          super soft, chill, wistful song
          
          i love it

I SAID THAT I'LL BE DOING WORK AND NOT BE ACTIVE BUT IM BEING DISTRACTED
          
          I GOTTA LOCK IN