your book, the emperors rose was ,funnily enough, the only reason i was alive a few years ago, im not sure if its the same book but i dony wanna waste my chance to thank you for writing the book that genuinely was my reason, when iyou stipped updating it i was rly rly in a bad space but i lost my attachment to the book, im not happy rn but i was when i was reading ur book, now that i found it again ill reread it to remember the happy times, thank you so much