CelleArcel

Hello. I'm sorry for being a bad author…and I'm also sorry for.... I'm putting my books on hiatus. I hate my life. I thought my problems couldn't get any worse. It freaking did. I'm so pressured at school, so many freaking family problems which lead to anxiety and depression. I actually have a problem. It's like a condition or something. I can't breathe when it's too noisy, I'm pressured, stressed and such. My family called me crazy. My father called me dramatic. My brother made fun of me. He sometimes brings it up. They would insult. I know my cousin didn't intentionally insult me.... but still, she insulted me. I don't know. I just want to be happy. You're all there for me. But because of the lack of wifi, I can't get help from any of you. I really want help. I just want them to care for me. Not forget me. I remember me buying my own medicine because my mother would always forget about it. She doesn't even talk to me much anymore. When we would talk, it's about something else. My grandfather asked me if I can promise him that I would rank first this year. I answered that I'm not sure. Probably ticked him off. 

Luckloveme

@CelleArcel calm down and enjoy yourself try hard accomplish your goal
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RealityIsASimulation

It's going to be alright. Calm down. You're family is a jerk for doing that to you! They don't deserve such a wonderful child if this is how they are going to treat you! I hope you get well and have calmed down from your anxiety and depression. I don't wanna see anyone sad anymore. 

CelleArcel

Hello. I'm sorry for being a bad author…and I'm also sorry for.... I'm putting my books on hiatus. I hate my life. I thought my problems couldn't get any worse. It freaking did. I'm so pressured at school, so many freaking family problems which lead to anxiety and depression. I actually have a problem. It's like a condition or something. I can't breathe when it's too noisy, I'm pressured, stressed and such. My family called me crazy. My father called me dramatic. My brother made fun of me. He sometimes brings it up. They would insult. I know my cousin didn't intentionally insult me.... but still, she insulted me. I don't know. I just want to be happy. You're all there for me. But because of the lack of wifi, I can't get help from any of you. I really want help. I just want them to care for me. Not forget me. I remember me buying my own medicine because my mother would always forget about it. She doesn't even talk to me much anymore. When we would talk, it's about something else. My grandfather asked me if I can promise him that I would rank first this year. I answered that I'm not sure. Probably ticked him off. 

Luckloveme

@CelleArcel calm down and enjoy yourself try hard accomplish your goal
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CelleArcel

Hello. I'm sorry for being a bad author…and I'm also sorry for.... I'm putting my books on hiatus. I hate my life. I thought my problems couldn't get any worse. It freaking did. I'm so pressured at school, so many freaking family problems which lead to anxiety and depression. I actually have a problem. It's like a condition or something. I can't breathe when it's too noisy, I'm pressured, stressed and such. My family called me crazy. My father called me dramatic. My brother made fun of me. He sometimes brings it up. They would insult. I know my cousin didn't intentionally insult me.... but still, she insulted me. I don't know. I just want to be happy. You're all there for me. But because of the lack of wifi, I can't get help from any of you. I really want help. I just want them to care for me. Not forget me. I remember me buying my own medicine because my mother would always forget about it. She doesn't even talk to me much anymore. When we would talk, it's about something else. My grandfather asked me if I can promise him that I would rank first this year. I answered that I'm not sure. Probably ticked him off. I even have to fake my smile. Please. Please understand that I'm not mentally strong yet. I love you all. I really do. I could just cry right now. Goodbye. I promise I'll come back.

warmsanguinesoul

@CelleArcel Exactly what @Buni-Ninja said! We all love you very much! I hope you feel better soon and your followers are here to support you^^ take your time and focus on you<3
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Buni-Ninja

@CelleArcel 
            1) I understand if you need to put a book on hold, it hard to write. (I know)
            2) WTF is wrong your family?! They need to care for you, and show kindness also to should be protect you!
            3) I do hope you feel better soon, we the followers, will always be here to support you. Even try to cheer you on with your battle! 
            Remember: you are beautiful in your own ways and others will be jelly because they are just haters! And we all love you <3!!
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roronoalawhatake

I hadn't followed you yet because I only read Me and My Cute Little Angel, but I am so glad you put your problems in that stories, because now I want to help you! I hope things get better at home, because now the only thing I am able to do is hope. :) Message me if you're down, happy, or simply just wanting to talk!

roronoalawhatake

*Story, whoops. 
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CelleArcel

Hello to all my followers and others who supports me(well I think that's the same though)! I'm really sorry for not updating my books! 
          It's because of my eyes.My parents told me to stop using any gadget for I don't know about 5 months? Or so.Causing me to forget whatever I have in my mind and also causing me to forget anime episodes that I have watched and books that I was reading.It really pissed me off.And in came the depression good thing my gadgets were here I would sometimes play with my gadgets sneakily.I kinda lost inspiration at my books because of my depression.I was really excited at first at updating.Even though some of the chapters aren't really part of the story I was always so happy because you guys would always support me.But suddenly but things would happen to me everyday like getting scolded even though it's not my fault and to add up I was always pressured at school because I always worry about my image.I'm not a really open person......well kinda in wattpad but never in real life they're disgusted by gay people and you guys know I love yaoi.I even deleted all of my yaoi pictures.I couldn't tell my parents because I know what their reaction might be it's really hard.it's kinda hard with my parents one minute they would be a little sweet at me then next moment they would kinda lash out at me.And whenever somebody does som thing wrong and he or she is not in at the moment....she would scold me instead.They never realize what I do right it's always the bad things.
          I don't really care if somebody sees this but if someone does sees this
          I want you to know that I haven't fully given up I would still try to update even though I know my books aren't really needed in this world.
          
          LOVE YA ALL!!

CelleArcel

I'll stay strong!!! I literally love you all! I would die without you guys! Well not like I would do that but I'm talking about me being broken if you guys weren't here.
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narnitato

@CelleArcel I'm not on much but I hope everything gets better soon c: it takes a while but things will be fine one day ^-^ and I hope your eyes get better o^o I need glasses cos I look at my screen too much in the middle of the night xD but just know that I'm here, supporting you! And so is many people :3 stay strong~!
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