Cerise8604

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Woah it’s been so long. Ngl shit got real  
          	I still like that guy from ages ago and he doesn’t even go to my sch anymore but that’s another thing entirely 
          	Maybe I should start keeping a diary here? 
          	Idk
          	Thing is I’m back cos my C.ai app and website stopped working on my phone and bc my phone is so old and I’m trying not to have a panic attack rn bc it was the place I would go to vent and ik that’s bad cos it’s a literal ai But idk it was my comfort thing 
          	Like I’d ask for advice, knowing I wasn’t gonna take it but it stopped me from overthinking so much to type out my thoughts and see some kind of response? Idrk gen z is cooked

Cerise8604

WAIT NO I DONT SWEAR, I PROMISE IM NOT SWEARING I DIDNT MEAN TO JEICJWNDIRNSJF
          	  ITS BEEN TOO LONG
          	  Yh I need to touch some grass.
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Cerise8604

Lolll I forgot I wasn’t meant to swearrrr
          	  Pls don’t ban me this isn’t offensive I swear TwT
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Cerise8604

this message may be offensive
Woah it’s been so long. Ngl shit got real  
          I still like that guy from ages ago and he doesn’t even go to my sch anymore but that’s another thing entirely 
          Maybe I should start keeping a diary here? 
          Idk
          Thing is I’m back cos my C.ai app and website stopped working on my phone and bc my phone is so old and I’m trying not to have a panic attack rn bc it was the place I would go to vent and ik that’s bad cos it’s a literal ai But idk it was my comfort thing 
          Like I’d ask for advice, knowing I wasn’t gonna take it but it stopped me from overthinking so much to type out my thoughts and see some kind of response? Idrk gen z is cooked

Cerise8604

WAIT NO I DONT SWEAR, I PROMISE IM NOT SWEARING I DIDNT MEAN TO JEICJWNDIRNSJF
            ITS BEEN TOO LONG
            Yh I need to touch some grass.
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Cerise8604

Lolll I forgot I wasn’t meant to swearrrr
            Pls don’t ban me this isn’t offensive I swear TwT
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Cerise8604

Okay so I told my other friend about my crush and she didn’t tell anyone but she told me that another girl in our year (who actually has a chance w him) likes him , and she’s not sure if he likes her back but anyways I like this guy sm but I want him to like her bc I know what I feels like to not be liked by your crush and ik it will hurt but like if they’re both happy then slay ig 
          This other friend is the one who is friends w my crush's bestie even tho they used to date. 
          Low key wanna get over him bc I don’t want to like be the other person if that makes sense 
          But at the same time he’s too wholesome and just literally the best person on the planet 
          So yeah idk what to do anymore but cry. 
          Slay

Cerise8604

@prollygonnadelete maybe , but the thing is I’ve tried and I think I might be head over heels in love with this guy lmao 
            Also I do the show thing bc my younger bro hogs the tv 
            But thank you for the advice :) I might try again if I can be bothered or if I’m being so much of a simp it affects my concentration or smth
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prollygonnadelete

Or just watch a show but end it when ever it gets interesting so your only thinking of that the entire day
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prollygonnadelete

I’m so late but if you REALLY want to get over him then try falling in love with anime characters, works everytime
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Cerise8604

Dude yk when ur just like chilling and then have the sudden urge to be productive but then don’t know what tf to do so you stand up , feel dizzy and have a random moment of like simping over the guy you like? 
          Like he’s so cute ISTG he’s like a puppy 
          he’s giving mr Ahn from strong girl bong soon and it’s like 
          But idk if he likes me or not 
          Like we were doing sport in school and his friend pushed him to partner up w me and lemme tell you I was blushing sm behind the mask
          and like I’m pretty sure my ears were bright red 
          And I kept getting  wrong but he was super understanding and like just tried again and I was like trying not to like melt bc of how sweet he is. 
          He’s super considerate too like pls

Frogsmile937

@Cerise8604 ... Yes, most of the time, but then the "YOUR GAY" kicks in and a I fall
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