ICAY

I am confused. Idk.

Yeah I miss you. Please come back 

How can someone be sure of his feelings for you but unsure of being together in the future 

I miss him. He is really the one I missed. But I know he will never message me again. After all, he is done with me. It is the longing. This too shall pass away. 

That emptiness. I hope H will see me as his wife in the future. We will make amends for our differences. This is my first in a long time, praying for someone to be mine.
          
          Ironically, he always says I'm his and always his baby. But his actions tell them otherwise. I don't mind him being busy because he has a life of his own. But you know, I hope we can have some time "being together" in any terms. I miss him so bad. Is he missing me too like the way I feel?
          
          Oh. I'm just an amazing girl and an amazing friend.

Why do I always be the person who always praying them the best after they broke my heart?

Let's see if you're into me

The thing of me being a risk taker is I am afraid of taking risk in this relationship. It limits me to push beyond, to contemplate everything just to be with the goal I want. I hate it

I love you H. Thank you. 

I limit myself right. Until that moment, nothing will continue. This I promise myself.
          
          Good for you tho.