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Its 3am and I just finished bawling my eyes out bc of Hee and also Enha mistreatment T-T just kill me atp
Did yall see that clip where Hoon is running away from sasaengs ?? Like where tf is security ?!?! These ppl r embarrassing us gosh.
And I always talk abt how much Hee's departure affected me, how much I cried and all to my friends (who dont stan enha) but I'm sure they don't understand how much it actually hurt me.
I only started stanning enha in 2024, ofc I always knew abt them and I also liked their songs before but I never really thought abt stanning them back then.
I don't even remember how enha became my ults. But they mean so much to me. My first bias was Heeseung.
And then on a fucking random Tuesday, I come back home after writing my finals and suddenly see a post saying he left.
I was so sure it was a joke. I still remember it vividly, I went to Google and searched it up.
Then it finally loaded, and the first word i saw was 'yes". I closed my phone and just stared at the wall infront of me dude legit. Then I read everything, not knowing I had already started crying.
I had coped with it better after a few days, I was so sure I'd stay strong and wouldn't cry over this again bc he WILL come back.
But today when I saw those edits and all, including mistreatment videos, the bandage tore off the wound.
I believe with my whole heart that Hee will come back, but I just wanna fast forward my life until he does T-T
Crying over him getting FORCED OUT (yes i said it and i will say it again), is the first time I've cried over a man btw.
I do not understand ot6 stans and "engenes" who r against boycotting either.
Anyway thas all I had to say. I don't think anyone read this far down but if u did, I love you dude I rlly do T-T
Byee loves, take care. Don't cry again like me ;–;
- N<3