CertifiedYapperrawr

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Its 3am and I just finished bawling my eyes out bc of Hee and also Enha mistreatment T-T just kill me atp
          	
          	Did yall see that clip where Hoon is running away from sasaengs ?? Like where tf is security ?!?! These ppl r embarrassing us gosh.
          	
          	And I always talk abt how much Hee's departure affected me, how much I cried and all to my friends (who dont stan enha) but I'm sure they don't understand how much it actually hurt me.
          	
          	I only started stanning enha in 2024, ofc I always knew abt them and I also liked their songs before but I never really thought abt stanning them back then.
          	
          	I don't even remember how enha became my ults. But they mean so much to me. My first bias was Heeseung. 
          	
          	And then on a fucking random Tuesday, I come back home after writing my finals and suddenly see a post saying he left.
          	
          	
          	I was so sure it was a joke. I still remember it vividly, I went to Google and searched it up. 
          	
          	Then it finally loaded, and the first word i saw was 'yes". I closed my phone and just stared at the wall infront of me dude legit. Then I read everything, not knowing I had already started crying.
          	
          	I had coped with it better after a few days, I was so sure I'd stay strong and wouldn't cry over this again bc he WILL come back.
          	
          	But today when I saw those edits and all, including mistreatment videos, the bandage tore off the wound.
          	
          	
          	I believe with my whole heart that Hee will come back, but I just wanna fast forward my life until he does T-T
          	
          	Crying over him getting FORCED OUT (yes i said it and i will say it again), is the first time I've cried over a man btw. 
          	
          	I do not understand ot6 stans and "engenes" who r against boycotting either.
          	
          	Anyway thas all I had to say. I don't think anyone read this far down but if u did, I love you dude I rlly do T-T
          	
          	Byee loves, take care. Don't cry again like me ;–;
          	
          	- N<3

CertifiedYapperrawr

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Its 3am and I just finished bawling my eyes out bc of Hee and also Enha mistreatment T-T just kill me atp
          
          Did yall see that clip where Hoon is running away from sasaengs ?? Like where tf is security ?!?! These ppl r embarrassing us gosh.
          
          And I always talk abt how much Hee's departure affected me, how much I cried and all to my friends (who dont stan enha) but I'm sure they don't understand how much it actually hurt me.
          
          I only started stanning enha in 2024, ofc I always knew abt them and I also liked their songs before but I never really thought abt stanning them back then.
          
          I don't even remember how enha became my ults. But they mean so much to me. My first bias was Heeseung. 
          
          And then on a fucking random Tuesday, I come back home after writing my finals and suddenly see a post saying he left.
          
          
          I was so sure it was a joke. I still remember it vividly, I went to Google and searched it up. 
          
          Then it finally loaded, and the first word i saw was 'yes". I closed my phone and just stared at the wall infront of me dude legit. Then I read everything, not knowing I had already started crying.
          
          I had coped with it better after a few days, I was so sure I'd stay strong and wouldn't cry over this again bc he WILL come back.
          
          But today when I saw those edits and all, including mistreatment videos, the bandage tore off the wound.
          
          
          I believe with my whole heart that Hee will come back, but I just wanna fast forward my life until he does T-T
          
          Crying over him getting FORCED OUT (yes i said it and i will say it again), is the first time I've cried over a man btw. 
          
          I do not understand ot6 stans and "engenes" who r against boycotting either.
          
          Anyway thas all I had to say. I don't think anyone read this far down but if u did, I love you dude I rlly do T-T
          
          Byee loves, take care. Don't cry again like me ;–;
          
          - N<3

CertifiedYapperrawr

entangled updated !!!!!!!!!! youll loveit !!

CertifiedYapperrawr

@Riki_is_so_fineeee okaayy !! and yes im doing okayyy i hope u r too !<33
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Riki_is_so_fineeee

@CertifiedYapperrawr oh niceuuu I'll read it later the internet here sucks I hope u r doing good
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CertifiedYapperrawr

I've spent my whole day crying over heeseung so um no updates on entangled today ;-; Can anyone recommend me ways to get over this T-T

Riki_is_so_fineeee

Just take a break urself and rest 
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CertifiedYapperrawr

Guys....
          Heeseung left Enhypen.
          
          I came across a post saying that and I was so sure it was just ragebait but then I searched it up and yeah..
          
          I've been crying for the past 2 hours. Enhypen will always FOREVER be 7. I respect Hee's decision on pursuing his solo career but it just hurts so much knowing that I'm never gonna see enhypen as whole ever again.
          
          I feel so hurt, like a piece of me died. Enhypen has always been my comfort zone. Heeseung was my first bias, and no matter who my bias changed to — Heeseung's always been there. And now my chest feels hollow, im holding back tears rn. And the edits on my feed r not helping either T-T. Enhypen healed me. They're my home. It's almost as if they healed me just to break me again. Remind me to never get this attached to a group again :((((
          
          I cant believe that Enhypen is going to be 6, i cant even imagine what the members must be going through. The pain im feeling rn might just be 1% of the pain that the rest of Enhypen must be feeling. But even though I'm sad, like really really sad, I'm going to support Enhypen and Heeseung more !! Enhypen might not be the same anymore — but to us, Enhypen will always be 7. And our Hee will always be a part of Enhypen.
          
          Let's all support Heeseung and Enhypen, Engenes ♥︎:,)
          
          - yours, N </3

ColourMeRed

@CertifiedYapperrawr I literally cried for an hour tf  
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usernotfound-skz

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NO BC WHAT THE FUCK. I LITERALLY CAN'T 
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Riki_is_so_fineeee

Entangled update when?

Riki_is_so_fineeee

@CertifiedYapperrawr nahh I was jst asking dw take ur time
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CertifiedYapperrawr

@Riki_is_so_fineeee I'm sorryyy I'm out of town for maybe a week so I'll only be able to update after 4 or 5 days T-T
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