Elo

My English teacher just wanted to show us Espresso stories (those short stories) and wanted to show us a example, and clicked on a Wattpad link from the Google result page to show us. They were stories about Espresso cookie from crk. There even was a Espresso x Madeleine smut... Help. 

Dnt you just hate it when you wanted to study but end up playing Genshin instead? 

Lmao wth is mental stability? 

My brother: *turns off the light when I'm still in the room*
          What I wanted to say: "Hey, I'm still in here, turn it back on."
          What I said: "Are you stupid? As*h*le."
          ....
          Why am I like this? 

Head empty, only I Don't Care from FOB

Sometimes I make myself sad on purpose bc I like the pain I get in my chest.
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          ...
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          Is that weird?... 

I currently have 690 stories in my library. Nice. ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)

Drowning my feelings out with bl stories always works, so I guess I'll stay up and read *shrug* 

I want to cry but then I feel like a wimp when I do

Idk why, but lately I don't really feel loved. My family is always nagging at me and my brother almost only talks to me when he's bad mouthing me("you're so dumb", etc.). When I share my interests (JoJo for example), my mom says that I should stop always only having something like that in my mind and that I should come back to the real world, and that really hurts me. My dad rubs it in my face that I'm bad at math and is just in general kind of harsh to me as of lately.
          It's hard to put it in words/write it down how I feel. 
          I know others have it way worse than me, but still, I feel hurt and sad.
          Sorry for the rant, I hope you have an amazing day/night.