Really just posting this here for myself I suppose, hopefully I'll remember to look back here. So to anyone reading this that isn't me, just consider this nothing but a little journal of mine. Anyway. So. 2 of the creators you adored turned out to have participated in pedophilic actions. Lovley. And with that your devotion to them as creators shattered. It was never meant to be huh? Hah, well. At least there's plenty of other beautiful mcyts to fill the gap. Damn my love for animation, it got you too invested in the dsmp. It was somewhere to turn, and you are grateful- despite all the angst and sadness that rp generates. Friendships are a little rocky rn huh, hope you've gotten it all figured out by now. I dont really know what to say, other than, best of luck me.