I have such a love/hate relationship with Wattpad. On one hand, it's only fed into my already existing dissociation and has shielded me from the reality of my existence, making it hard for me to adapt and evolve within my surroundings. On the other hand, it's single handedly saved me from myself. Depression? Wattpad. Want to unalive myself? Wattpad. Feelings of loneliness? Wattpad. Feeling like I need a safe space to deafen the unrealistic expectations myself and society has place upon my shoulders at the expense of all semblance of morality and good that the world has slowly been depleting from my veins? Wattpad. Need a place I can feel at peace? Wattpad. I simply cannot win
