Chan_Jeya

They all look so happy and smiling wide
          	Me sitting on a bench hiding mine broken side
          	
          	Around the table deciding your whole life
          	There's no need of me in there
          	Even if it's still my life
          	Can't blame when I have no right
          	
          	My crazy mind asking me permission to cry
          	Also trying to be strong on the other hand
          	This is just a nightmare
          	Don't trust the lie
          	
          	They say don't cry but never ask why you cry
          	How funny... very funny
          	Even if they ask.. nice
          	Still won't understand a bit
          	
          	If I could fall and give up everything
          	Just to disappear
          	I would have done it now
          	Can I really choose that part..?
          	
          	*just some lyrics by Jeya_Chan*

Chan_Jeya

They all look so happy and smiling wide
          Me sitting on a bench hiding mine broken side
          
          Around the table deciding your whole life
          There's no need of me in there
          Even if it's still my life
          Can't blame when I have no right
          
          My crazy mind asking me permission to cry
          Also trying to be strong on the other hand
          This is just a nightmare
          Don't trust the lie
          
          They say don't cry but never ask why you cry
          How funny... very funny
          Even if they ask.. nice
          Still won't understand a bit
          
          If I could fall and give up everything
          Just to disappear
          I would have done it now
          Can I really choose that part..?
          
          *just some lyrics by Jeya_Chan*

Chan_Jeya

and.....
          I'm done following back.
          I'll only follow people who'll follow @Jeya_Chan and the people I like
          cause I don't like anyone following me for followback and then unfollow me after... I mean why do that? it's not like someone will pay us for having follows. . duh
          So I don't do it neither I like others doing it [not tryna be rude.. cuz I am rude]
          
          also thank you, guys for the follows!
          when I made my writing ACC at first.. it took almost a year to reach this number of follows.. and this just took a couple of days.. haha .. thanks again! luv U ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤
          
          I'm kind of busy these days. .or else I'm more active hehe. am still being lazy to translate my books too. bye!
          
          Stay safe Be happy Stay blessed Be you