I feel like I’m just gonna use this a journal- thank god you don’t even use it anymore Ehem now on to the journal part:
You make it so hard you know? You make it so hard not to love you even more day by day I just fall in love with you even if I can’t really do anything I deserve the pain I get I can’t do anything you’d ever want I’m just useless, just a useless foul that dreams yk? Chrissy reminds me of you in a way… I really do love him he makes me happy but he reminds me of you. The forbidden treasure I can never have…..I’m selfish aren’t I? I try not to be but when it comes to you I just break down. You make it hard for me…I love it when you still call me hannie or sometimes even names you used to call me. I love everything about you no matter what you say you’re honestly the most amazing person I’ve met you really have changed me, it’s just I don’t know how many more times I can take my heart breaking…. If you ever leave me for your other lover always know I’ll love you…always I’ll always be there for you even if you throw me out I’ll still love you… my heart feels like a toy but when it’s you playing with it I’m fine with it as long as I get to talk and comfort you… I love you angel I love you
