I didn't expect we'd lose Moonbin. I honestly hoped it'd be a prank, because I could be angry, but he'd be ok. But it isn't and he wasn't. And I'm sad, and I wished me someone anyone could have helped but at the same time I know I can't change what's the past now. The only thing I can do is be thankful no one else can keep hurting him, and hope that in another universe this doesn't happen and he's ok there. And to any Arohas, or anyone really... It doesn't feel like it, but we'll be ok. Not today or tomorrow or maybe for years, but we'll be ok. And maybe we won be completely happy, but we'll be able to be happy again even if we never forget how much this hurts. I love you. ʕっ•ᴥ•ʔっʕっ•ᴥ•ʔっʕっ•ᴥ•ʔっʕっ•ᴥ•ʔっ