Chaotic_beenz

Heyo!!! This message is important and is to all of my dear followers.
          
          Some of you may be wondering where I've been, why i haven't been uploading etc. I'll keep it short. 
          I started this account when the hyper-fixation to write fanfiction was at an all time high. Nowadays I'm focusing on becoming a full time artist, I've even started a Youtube channel and have been thinking of applying to an animation course for Uni. I don't really think I'll be active on here anytime in the near future, but if you'd still like content from me I'll post my socials in at the end of this post. 
          I really want to thank you all, this has been an amazing and fun experience and one day I'll get back into writing books, maybe even attempt to publish a book IRL. 
          That pretty much covers it all. Again thank you all sooo much for  5 whole years on this app.
          
          This is chaobea signing off indefinitely.
          https://www.instagram.com/chaotic_beenz/ 
          https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCqA58IZt31jBkeGUCgljUNA
          (I also have TikTok but I can't get the link. It's chaoticbeenz )

DEAD ON THE INSIDE READERS LISTEN UP
          
          24/8/2023
          
          that is all i can say :D

I’ll be off for longer then I had originally planned and I’m sorry about that.  If you want to know why just pm me but other then that I don’t have the energy right now to deal with it. 
          Chaobea out

I’m sorry to say that I’ll be taking a break from wattpad for a little while.
          
          Dead on the inside will be put on hold until I come back, not entirely sure when that will be.
          So bye for now.
          Chaobea out

SOON
          Dead on the inside..

HAPPY PRIDE MONTH TO MY FELLOW THEY'S GAYS AND EVERYWHICH WAYS
          
          ❤️

have a shitty poem because i feel like shit
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          Just smile
          
          From the moment you wake up, to when sleep consumes you 
          
          Just smile
          
          Whenever they ask you if something’s wrong or when your feeling nothing at all
          
          Just smile
          
           Like you have done since that one evening in summer when your life turned to shit 
          
          Just smile
          
          People seem to not care enough that they believe the act i play on repeat 24/7 
          
          Just..smile
          
          Day after day, no matter how drained you are, keep on smiling, for their sake. 
          
          Not yours 
          
          Smile…
          
          And when the time comes, when you finally have nothing left to use..
          
          Close your eyes and let the dark consume.
          
          Smile.
          
          Now that you finally mean it.
          
          Smile.

NEXT CHAPPIE IS OUT AHHHHH

not long now, dead on the inside.

I just went ice skating for the first time in years and I got the hang of it within the first 5 seconds, I forgot how much I love to skate. It's like I was made for the ice. I still adore playing volleyball and I know that's my sport but if I don't get to play Id definitely choose to skate instead