ChaolypticCrticism

guys i am not going to lie i am still thinking about the bbs minecraft au i wanted to write 
          
          someone needs to give us the minecraft content the guys never gave us enough of 

hello! first of all i know it has been quite a while! but i miss all of you so much! it might be weird, but as i’m working on my novel it’s just so hard to find motivation which is crazy because when i was writing for all of you i felt crazy motivated and i was inspired so often. guess that’s my ego talking LMAO but seriously coming back and checking all my notifications and seeing that there’s still people reading and leaving kind words just warms my heart <3 i love you all so much and i think of you all the time as i write my novel. i’ve even started several fanfics in my notes app over the time i’ve been gone. none of them finished as usual but that’s not the point
          
          i plan on working on a few fics and updating whenever i can just to take my mind off the struggle i am having with this novel 
          
          once again thank you all so much for all your support and love and i deeply appreciate it. especially to any new followers who have been reading 12BU (my chanlix fic) you all are so sweet. i plan on working on my other chanlix fic and hopefully finishing it one day! 
          
          as for my roots, my beloved bbs crew fanfiction, i think about all the ones i’ve deleted and abandoned over the years and sometimes i do actually have regrets of deleting them! the bbs crew has always been my biggest source of inspiration, and i still sometimes imagine i’m writing about them when i’m not ha ha
          
          this is getting really ramble-y so i’ll cut it there, but again a huge HUGE thank you to any and everyone who is still reading leaving kind words. i love you all, and i’m still here.

hey guys! call me crazy but I think i want to start writing a sequel to my book "The Bad Boy Effect" any thoughts? (also what books are you guys waiting for an update on?? i'm in a fanfic mood)

i always try and go back and read comments from every single story i have because you guys are so sweet and there’s been so many people who have been supporting my writing since the first books i’ve published here…it really touches my heart to read all the compliments and praises ive gotten for my writing because they really have kept me going and i’m even working towards becoming a real author partially because of you!! words truly cannot describe how thankful i am of the support you guys have for my books and my writing (even the cringy stuff i wrote in middle school) and even if i haven’t published a lot of my recent writing…i’m sure you guys would support that too.
          
          this year i’ve started working on my debut novel and i hope at least one person who wrote those lovely comments knows how much they meant to me. 
          
          <3,
          
          Chaos 

just unpublishing some things that i’m no longer happy with! may update a few things soon as well, no concrete promises though! how’s everyone been doing?

hello!! it’s been so long, but i thought i’d let you all know that i posted another Chanlix (stray kids) book!! it’s just something i had already been working on and just wanted to post for fun. updates are obviously pretty slow, but i hope you check it out nonetheless!! 
          
          stay safe out there
          
          <3
          

again, it’s been a while, and i had no idea i would be making another post on here so soon, but once again, i feel like i have to.
          
          this is about the miniladd (lowkey lui too) situation. honestly, ever since mini kinda “left” the group, i didn’t like his vibe and i no longer thought he was funny. his whole personality is just repeating memes and being loud, which is fine, but he literally seemed like he didn’t have anything of his own besides the charity things ig.
          
          moving on, when i found out about what had been going on, a part of me really wasn’t surprised, because i no longer liked his vibe and that was the final push i needed to stop following both of his channels and all of his social media. what he did is not right, and he’s using mental illness to excuse his behavior which is honestly pathetic. 
          
          since i have “stopped” writing fanfic (im still finishing up a few books) i don’t have the will to go back and remove his name, but i will no longer support him in any capacity, and honestly i should’ve stopped a long time ago. same goes for lui, although i’ve kinda already phased him out of my books, but same thing. 
          
          if you don’t know what happened, i’d advise you to go on twitter (you don’t need an account i don’t think unless you use the app) and type mini ladd into the search bar (same with lui). that’s all i have to say. thank you.

heyyyy, i wasn’t planning on posting here again but because of what’s going on right now i decided i should.
          
          black lives matter. and the past few days i’ve seen so many videos and posts and stories about how the justice system is basically nonexistent and how police abuse their power and even the PRESIDENT is against this movement. 
          
          it’s disgusting.
          
          so please, donate, sign petitions, call your representatives, do what you can to help become part of the change! there are tons of resources online to help lead you in the right direction and if i remember to i’ll try to leave a link in my bio to a card that has multiple links!!
          
          the time for change is now, please do whatever you can.

The floodgates of truth are open, and exposing everything in its wave. Dc is in trouble, so anyone willing to help share this mesage to any and everyone. Help us and in turn we will help you.

*serious please read*
          
          Hello, this is not something I had been expecting to write today, but as I sat here at my desk I realized that I shouldn't hold off any longer.
          
          I'm not going to be writing fanfiction anymore. I still love writing, and I'm going to continue to write, but I'm obviously going to be making changes to my profile. For one, I will be continuing to update a few of my books; I intend to see Killer From Purgatory, CheckMate, Tokyo Is Our Vegas and U.M. through to the end. As for the rest, they will be either discontinued and left up, or unpublished. I am going to be definitely unpublishing Liars, hey, PSYCHO², and the roommate. I want to reserve the right to continue working with these books and making them more of my own and working towards one day publishing them traditionally. I put so much work into my stories lately, but most of the time I feel like my work is underappreciated compared to other things I've done, and it's been really discouraging. Over the years, I've tried a couple of times to publish an original on here, but never succeeded so I just took them down. Not to mention the growing stigma around stans, fan culture, and most of all, fan fiction. I never took my work seriously, I knew my limits and that they were real people so that's not the problem. Also I just found out it's my 5 year anniversary today, which is actually kind of weird to think about how I managed to choose today to do this. I'm sorry. I know that a lot of people wanted me to work on stories that I'm sadly not going to be doing anything else with, but this is how I feel. I'm really touched that so many of you have felt impacted by what I've done here on this app, and in this fandom in general. 
          
          I'll still be on this app, to read and just hang around I guess, so you can still always message me if you need to or if you wanted to tell me something privately.
          
          Thank you guys for all the support over these past years, from the start or not. I love you.
          
          Sincerely, Chaos.