Shimaira
Hey, I don't know if you're still on wattpad, but if you are: I sent you a dm :)
ChaosinVoid
ChaosinVoid
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I am so sorry to anyone who had to deal with angsty child me holy shit (<- just wiped most of the messages on this board)
Anywho I check this acc once in a blue moon so pls do not expect uh,,,anything lmao.
ChaosinVoid
Hahahaha I haven’t been on here for a while hello hi yes I’m very sorry but hello I think I’m back now
ChaosinVoid
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I’m so fucking stupid haha. Why the fuck would anyone love me.
ChaosinVoid
My will to live is pretty much nonexistent right now
ChaosinVoid
Also, o w w w w w w
ChaosinVoid
I don’t like people. Yet I do. Big confuse.
ChaosinVoid
My parents continuously drive me to want to destroy myself and I just pray to whatever gods there are, every day, that I’ll be given a break. That I’ll just get to rest. That I’ll go a day without them making me want to cry. So far the gods have not answered my prayers. I don’t think they will ever bother to do so.
I cannot blame them.
Blue-Space-Nerd
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@Shattered-Dawn Well, fuck what your parents say, be you, and jf nobody likes you for you, they can go and jump off a cliff, you are amazing, you are wonderful, and i hope one day you'll see it for yourself
ChaosinVoid
I want to break things and then set them on fire.
ChaosinVoid
@Aim_Shoot_Kill completely dying inside and I want to take every ounce of absolute anger I feel out on myself so I’d love to tear myself apart but haha I’m not supposed to do that so instead I’m going to wish I could set the house on fire and run away
ChaosinVoid
Would anyone on here even notice if I died. Like, I’d just be gone. Just one less person in your lives an no one important at that. What would it matter.
ChaosinVoid
@VexHellfire I know I have to start somewhere. And I have. I’m in therapy. I go to group once a week. I have a private therapist. I’ve started. I’ve been “starting” for months now. Desperately trying to get somewhere. I haven’t yet. Not really. But I’m trying. I promised him I’d try so I’m trying..
that_redhead11
@Shattered-Dawn I'm very glad you have someone to live for. Please don't hurt yourself, and especially don't kill yourself. If you ever want someone to talk to, I am always available. I love being able to help and understand people, and I am always glad to listen.
ChaosinVoid
@Aim_Shoot_Kill I won’t..I know what will happen if I do..some days I very much want to, but I won’t. I have someone to live for now..