ChaoticBlook

I very much want to commit dead
          	Sorry for the inactivity, my house has been really not good lately

ChaoticBlook

Quick vent:
          Today I decided to annoy my family by playing Undertale music in the car. And one of my faves, “Fishy Love”, came on, yeah? And I was explaining it to my mom. “Oh, this is just a happy song about lesbians.” And my mom just like looked away, like she was ashamed. My brother also looked away. My mom got out to put the gas in the tank of the car, so I asked my brother, “why did you act like that?” 
          “Because Lesbians are like...gay.”
          
          ಠ_ಠ
          
          So that first off was a weird thing to say.
          
          So me, being the angry closeted bisexual I am, said “What’s wrong with being gay? What’s wrong with lesbians?” 
          
          And responded, AND I QUOTE:
          
          “Can you stop saying lesbians so much?!! It’s weird how you’re saying it so freely.”
          
          
          UM
          
          DO I EVEN HAVE TO SAY ANYTHING ABOUT HOW RUDE THAT IS
          
          Thank you for attending my rant of the day. Have a lovely day/afternoon/evening/night :) 

ChaoticBlook

@Lynx_Reads omg PLEASE. I would pay you to slap him right now, for real. 
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Kiwi_Lynx

@gravityconnectors That kid earns a bish slap. Idk where you live but if it is a free country than your allowed to say a word. 
            
            H o m o p h o b e s   b e  g o n e
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ChaoticBlook

The world today is scary as sheyit. Innocent Black people are being killed unfairly. Lgbtq+ people are being killed, and it’s completely legal in most places. I don’t  feel safe even being me anymore. 

Juju_fna

@gravityconnectors yeah... I just try not to think about it, and instead think of how to either stop it, or just be my stupid self and think random stuff XD
            
            <33333
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ChaoticBlook

I’m so bored so I wanna go to sleep but I’m having an adrenaline rush so I feel like if I do it’ll be wasteful but gahcstv

Juju_fna

@gravityconnectors no, don't worry! It's fine, I was just concerned XD
            
            <3
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ChaoticBlook

@Jinju32 oh my gosh I’m sorry I was probably being annoying T-T it was about 1 am when I posted it :)
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Juju_fna

@gravityconnectors what time is it for you?! It's 12:12am rn XD
            
            
            
            I should really be asleep XD <3
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ChaoticBlook

*possible tw, mention of suicidal thoughts*
          
          Do you ever really just wanna end it but then out of the blue they text you and you have a sweet conversation with them and it reminds you why you’re there? Why you’re still alive? 
          
          Because that just happened to me.
          
          If any of you guys ever wanna talk about anything, or just vent, or if you need to be reminded how loved you are, I am here. My dms are open. I love you all so so much. You all are amazing and mean everything to me. <3 

ChaoticBlook

@erin782028 I am so sorry you were treated like that. You are an amazing human being, and you do not deserve that. :( But I’m so glad that you’re still here, because you mean a lot to me, and you are absolutely amazing (and a very talented writer as well). As I said, my dms are open if you ever need to be reminded of how amazing you are, or if you wanna vent, or if you just wanna talk! I’m open for whatever :) You are amazing, and you are loved, and I’ll be here for anything you need. <33
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ChaoticBlook

@Jinju32 ty, right back ‘atcha *finger guns* <333 
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ChaoticBlook

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          RICK RIORDAN CONFIRMED HES MAKING A TV SERIES ON DISNEY PLUS BASED ON PERCY JACKSON WHAHAJATUR
          I WANNA SCREAM IN A PRINGLES CAN

ChaoticBlook

@Jinju32 Thank you friend <33
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Juju_fna

@gravityconnectors *gives you a Pringles can* Here! You look like you need it!! <3
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