ChaoticFandomLover

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Honestly, its been a while since I've been here to vent, but the emotions are too strong....
          	It's been 25 days since we have been at home, me and my family...
          	My mom's ex husband ended up finding out where we lived, so again the police were not in our favor and we got kicked out again, they hardly even allowed my mother to get into her own room to get her stuff like her wallet and phone. 
          	This world is so horrible....
          	We had to go somewhere for the meantime, but I'm so homesick, I feel awful and disorientated, and recently finding out that he finds my little sister attractive, even though she is an adult she doesn't even have the mentality of one and can't even consent due to her lack of capabilities of speech....
          	He got mad about my accusations against him trying things with me, TWICE BY THE WAY...
          	And yelled at my mom about it through the phone stating things like how my little sister was always prettier than me and always will be and saying 
          	"Realistically if he were to have tried anything, he would have gone after the one who doesn't speak much" 
          	I feel DISGUSTED....
          	I feel BETRAYED....
          	All of this started recently AFTER beginning to forgive and forget, to call him DAD....
          	I feel fucking stupid...
          	I just want things to get back to normal, I want him GONE, I just want all of us to go home...
          	Maybe even just move REALLY far away.....
          	I'm tired....
          	This world makes me feel more disgusted by the day, and I don't know what to do.....
          	Sorry for the long vent, I needed to let it out.....

ChaoticFandomLover

@ChaoticFandomLover So the Friede X Reader will be on Hiatus for a bit....
          	  I wish to focus on writings that I would use as a coping mechanism, like my OC X Canon stories, like I use to do....
          	  I hope y'all don't mind....
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ChaoticFandomLover

this message may be offensive 
Honestly, its been a while since I've been here to vent, but the emotions are too strong....
          It's been 25 days since we have been at home, me and my family...
          My mom's ex husband ended up finding out where we lived, so again the police were not in our favor and we got kicked out again, they hardly even allowed my mother to get into her own room to get her stuff like her wallet and phone. 
          This world is so horrible....
          We had to go somewhere for the meantime, but I'm so homesick, I feel awful and disorientated, and recently finding out that he finds my little sister attractive, even though she is an adult she doesn't even have the mentality of one and can't even consent due to her lack of capabilities of speech....
          He got mad about my accusations against him trying things with me, TWICE BY THE WAY...
          And yelled at my mom about it through the phone stating things like how my little sister was always prettier than me and always will be and saying 
          "Realistically if he were to have tried anything, he would have gone after the one who doesn't speak much" 
          I feel DISGUSTED....
          I feel BETRAYED....
          All of this started recently AFTER beginning to forgive and forget, to call him DAD....
          I feel fucking stupid...
          I just want things to get back to normal, I want him GONE, I just want all of us to go home...
          Maybe even just move REALLY far away.....
          I'm tired....
          This world makes me feel more disgusted by the day, and I don't know what to do.....
          Sorry for the long vent, I needed to let it out.....

ChaoticFandomLover

@ChaoticFandomLover So the Friede X Reader will be on Hiatus for a bit....
            I wish to focus on writings that I would use as a coping mechanism, like my OC X Canon stories, like I use to do....
            I hope y'all don't mind....
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ChaoticFandomLover

Fun Fact: The reason why One Piece: Nizara The Defiant's first arc is called "Humdrum Dusk" is because it follows a different cast of characters at the beginning, a contrast to Luffy's crew.
          The first arc of One Piece being "Romance Dawn" so I wanted to try a bit of word play by having the first arc for Nizara's story to be an antonym! :3
          Hence the first arc being "Humdrum Dusk" as her story has a lot of twists and turns, unlike Luffy's beginnings.
          More information on Nizara's story and her backstory will be posted later.

ChaoticFandomLover

Welp, looks like I'll be going back to writing fanfics with my beloved OC's after so long jdncjncjdncjncjdncjdncjdncjnjndcnd-

ChaoticFandomLover

@ChaoticFandomLover sorry if y'all saw all those edits of Wattpad even notifies in chapter edits anymore, I was writing on a Chromebook as I find it easier to type in a computer than on a phone, but when I open the chapters in my phone the formatting is very different due to the chapters being written differently on the computer so I had to go on my phone and completely reformat it, though it was making it difficult to tell whether or not it was being done correctly so I had to do a lot of edits, I'm sorry for the inconvenience
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ChaoticFandomLover

I'm gonna be posting a new chapter for my Friede X Reader story in a bit, but I also want to warn that after that I will be fleeing for a bit again and this time I might be gone for longer, my passion for writing has greatly thinned, and I feel as though it's because the main stories I post here don't feel like it's my passion anymore, I have greatly derailed away from the stuff I enjoyed writing for the favor of what others would enjoy instead, so later I'll be taking the backpedal and will be making a personal account later with all the OC's I use to enjoy writing for to slowly get my passion and love for writing again, I'm truly sorry for the inconveniences.
          
          Sincerely, @chaoticfandomlover

ChaoticFandomLover

I'm here to come clean.
          Y'all know how I have a bad habit of making multiple accounts?
          Well, ot was mostly because I've been trying to run away from my old shell, my old Wattpad account.
          This here....
          Yes, I was indeed the one behind Mephyfan180.
          Now, this account will no longer be used because this was back when my mom's ex fiance gave me his old phone so I have absolutely no access to the account.
          But here it is. 
          https://www.wattpad.com/user/mephyfan180?utm_source=android&utm_medium=link&utm_content=share_profile&wp_page=user_details&wp_uname=ChaoticFandomLover