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I will smile for my la farfalla and my blomma. I will act strong for my brother and always be a home for the broken to lay their tired head. But when I am alone.
When I am alone I realize I gave the best parts of me to people who broke me. Now I am stuck broken but I keep a smile on my face as I take the bullshit I was given. No one will notice the tears I cry when no one is around. The chocolate I eat in hopes for a seizure.
No one will know I can get a seizure from chocolate until it is too late...
You broke me now, left me helpless. Now I am scared of losing la farfall and blomma. Because you took the last good thing in my personality and broke it. Hope your happy with your life. I have learned never trust anyone at 100%, never give anyone your all, and avoid people in general