Savion/Artemis

I swear this account isn't dead and I'm trying to write a chapter of TFA, I think- well uh, oopsie poor Wattpad account [And then I vanish off into the shadows to read warrior cat fanfics on here instead /j]

probably gonna open the spr oneshots book but in a limited way so after like 3 oneshot requests there, I'm closing it- but I'll remove that limit if I ever finish the 4 af oneshots in my request list- haha [vanishes]

I want to follow more people here but I'm too intimidated to do so :D

I should write, but the focus isn't working for me right now
          Honestly my focus is so bad compared to years ago, lmao I-
          Why?

I want to talk to people in the af community that I haven't already interacted with but with the trauma of that one server that eventually became something for stars align and like... Someone I used to know, given I was mostly isolated with being with only them for the most part for like a few months-
          
          I don't try much, I often feel afraid unless I think someone's really cool and I believe in myself that they won't bite me or something (I'm paranoid) 
          
          that or friends introduce me to em, but that's unlikely to occur 

My focus problems plague me a lot and I hate that sometimes. It takes only a strong hyperfixation to get me to finish several chapters on a consistent basis of an af fanfic. What is wrong with me? Why am I like this?

I really wanna write stuff but stars forbid me from focusing enough on my fanfic and oneshot requests. School has a grip on me given that I only have 6 school days left (including Saturday which I guess I can't complain about? Better than coping with another exam day just two days later) and all my paw can work on is art, like I have more focus on dragging my finger across a screen but not to tap it to make a compelling story. It's strange honestly. Maybe when school is over and I'm free, maybe I'll finally have the time for writing.

I feel bad that I haven't really touched my fanfic (the false adventure) like I genuinely love this fanfic but here I am writing oneshots because that is where my focus aligns but when I work on tfa, my focus shatters and fades away

someday, I will stop with the strict 42 following and just follow more ppl (probably setting a different number of follows since uhm funny timeline number just ain't a big amount)

Stars, I really wanna write but I'm so constantly drained because dear stars senior high is really REALLY overwhelming to the point I'm buried in so many things- at least the only thing keeping me stable is the times I can kinda write during my Creative writing subject