Chaotic_Quinn

Update! I’m still alive, things have just been happening.
          	
          	1) I have moved back in with my grandmother and things are a bit rocky
          	
          	2) helping her greatly as she still grieves my papa and now her eldest daughter. 
          	
          	3) My mother passed away in September 2024, she was a victim of a brutal murder 
          	
          	4) My family has some tension between members so it’s hard to navigate between family 
          	
          	5) My great aunt recently had a deadly form of cancer which was aggressive, thankfully it was removed before any real damage could take place but now she’s doing chemotherapy as an extra precaution for this cancer was known for taking the lives of many females 20 years ago 
          	
          	6) Battling my own mental health again, it’s never going away and because of my declining mental health I might not update any stories for a long time….
          	
          	
          	I’m deeply sorry that the stories you may or may not love have not been updated in a long time. I e been wanting to update them but I have no energy or willpower to do so. I love writing, it has always helped me growing up, alongside drawing, but now…. I don’t think I have the energy to write for a while. My mental health has always been bad since I was around 4 years old. Some traumatic events happened at the time, and they kept happening. I became more mentally disabled than I already was with how much I went through and because of this trauma I struggle to function and cope and writing used to help…. But now with so much happening to my family and I, I don’t think I’ll be the same…. If anyone want, they can take over any of the stories they so choose, I don’t mind but please ask if you want to take over

Chaotic_Quinn

Update! I’m still alive, things have just been happening.
          
          1) I have moved back in with my grandmother and things are a bit rocky
          
          2) helping her greatly as she still grieves my papa and now her eldest daughter. 
          
          3) My mother passed away in September 2024, she was a victim of a brutal murder 
          
          4) My family has some tension between members so it’s hard to navigate between family 
          
          5) My great aunt recently had a deadly form of cancer which was aggressive, thankfully it was removed before any real damage could take place but now she’s doing chemotherapy as an extra precaution for this cancer was known for taking the lives of many females 20 years ago 
          
          6) Battling my own mental health again, it’s never going away and because of my declining mental health I might not update any stories for a long time….
          
          
          I’m deeply sorry that the stories you may or may not love have not been updated in a long time. I e been wanting to update them but I have no energy or willpower to do so. I love writing, it has always helped me growing up, alongside drawing, but now…. I don’t think I have the energy to write for a while. My mental health has always been bad since I was around 4 years old. Some traumatic events happened at the time, and they kept happening. I became more mentally disabled than I already was with how much I went through and because of this trauma I struggle to function and cope and writing used to help…. But now with so much happening to my family and I, I don’t think I’ll be the same…. If anyone want, they can take over any of the stories they so choose, I don’t mind but please ask if you want to take over

Chaotic_Quinn

Hello for those who have read my stories and wondering why I haven't been updating them for a long while, it's a mix of a few things.
          
          1) My papa had passed away on the 8th of October 2023 and I've been processing and  grieving my papa, as well helping my grandmother grieve the loss of her husband
           
          2) I have writers block due to not writing for a long while and regrettably not written any ideas that may have popped into my chaotic brain.   
          
          3) I've been battling my mental health due to me prioritizing my grandmother's grieving prosses and mental/physical health making sure she's alright and in the prosses I've been neglecting my own needs meaning my own mental health was being neglected and not grieving properly until recently 
          
          I am sorry that I haven't updated my stories again and I will try my dang hardest to update them soon

Chaotic_Quinn

You know….. I sometimes scare myself with things I do like for example… today I was sleeping in till late in the morning and I wake up and exit my room only to find out that there was an explosion that shook the entire apartment building I live in and the other buildings around me and I slept through that like nobody’s business 

Chaotic_Quinn

You know what I love…… When a teacher or a staff member messages you and you don’t answer right away because your in class working and listening and another staff member messages you asking you to reply to the first staff member…. It’s like they don’t care about our learning like I thought they did….