Firstly, I want to explain that I have not abandoned ship, despite all the evidence to the contrary. I am a high school teacher. I teach Honors 9 English, AP Literature and Senior Seminar (college applications course). So my life is frequently buried in piles of paragraphs and essays to comment on, along with everything else in the teacher world. And like many teachers, my brain is quite drained by the end of the day. I also coach Boys' Varsity tennis and our school is rural, so we can travel up to 2 hours away for matches and I live 50 minutes from school. So, for the months of August and September, I am gone from 6:30am to sometime between 7 and 10 at night. And many Saturdays (like yesterday), I am coaching all day tournaments that require a 5am wake up for a 7am bus and a 5pm return.
I love what I do and that's why I do it. But, means nothing else happens in my world, including grocery shopping!!
Second part, last night's news crushed me, like many others. A flaw of mine is that I have too much empathy and in my exhausted state, it is hard to process this info. I have been dreading the loss of my appointed Queen, Dame Maggie Smith and that news Friday made me so sad. Past and present students reached out to me because they are very aware of my adoration and in AP Lit we watch Downton Abbey (educational purposes!). However, they don't know that at age 7, I started watching Days of Our Lives and have lived somewhere between being a day to day fan, VHS recording daily eps and making music montages and writing fanfic to just roughly keeping up to date through Twitter conversation and clips. But since, 91, I have always known what is happening with John/Marlena and that is a unique thing. And I am processing what that means and I feel deeply for Drake's family, the cast of DAYS, the fans, and especially Deidre because her work is so entwined with him, for nearly 40 years, that separation is impossible.
Group hug to all.