Charlie Rose Cordova

I miss you

and on today's story of.....IS IT ADHD, AUTISM, OR JUST ME? 
          
          I say and do things I don't mean and I never really think before I do them and it effects people around me till they get sick of it and leave me which is understandable it just makes me feel bad in the end for making them feel so uncomfortable around me and I can't tell if those around or my friends actually like me or don't want me to do another stupid thing out of impulse. Everyone who's cut contact with me did it over text or letter and it makes me think that they didn't feel comfortable telling me in person, then I overthink and I dunno. I never really notice then damage I cause until it's too late and I never know how to apologize cause half the time I don't care at all and the other half I care too much to the point where I hate on myself and spiral. Everytime I try to apologize it dosen't even feel real like it's not me feeling actual empathy for the person I bothered. 
          
          lol sorry for the rant I don't wanna actually talk to anyone inparticular abt this

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PLEASE TELL ME ATLEAST ONE OF YOU KNOW DAZEY AND THE SCOUTS PLZ THEY'RE SO UNDERATED AND SO GOOD SOBBING IF UR GONNA LISTEN TO ANYTHING LISTEN TO " Nice Nice " PLEASE IM SOBBING

I meant Dabloons my apologizes 

charlie you fucking bitch. GET THAT OFF RN

I HAVE DISCORVERED HOW TO BE HOT 
          
          1. be tall
          
          2. get bitches 
          
          I WILL GET ALL THESE THINGS DONE BY THE END OF 8TH GRADE MFS

send help I have 4 projects due and I'm over here reading fanfiction

istfg I was minding my bisneus walking my dog in a black sweater and jeans and this little kid probally 5 was harassing me going "  I WaNnA kIlL mY mOm "
          and " CUT MY LIFE INTO PEICES THIS IS MY LAST RESOOOORT " 
          and I sat there like ._.
          and this 3 year old really went " emo ass, ur emo "
          bro had his mom with him.
          This is why abortion should be legal

glad u didn't write the fanfic ab me and ass