Many powerful emotions have stormed every vein in my body, and just when I thought things might pick up, they don’t. I guess I’ll go back into foster care, being moved from place to place again, maybe I’ll actually find a family and a place to settle down and just grow up?… At least I have my music and a voice to sing myself to sleep, to try and smile and get through all these hurdles. But I’ll stay on here, maybe this place might give me a distraction.