Charlie_xxx_Angel

It's 12:51 in the morning and I cannot sleep.
          	Life's great

Charlie_xxx_Angel

I was just watching American Idol and there was this guy who lost both of his brothers to suicide... It's scary that something like this is so common in this world and that people who are given the gift of life would rather end it than live it because other's don't see their life as a gift. 
          
          

Charlie_xxx_Angel

I don't know what to do anymore. Everything I do isn't enough. I'm drowning and no one cares  Because to them I still don't do enough. Sometimes I feel like just giving up.

Hlumix

@Charlie_xxx_Angel you know I'm always here for you even when I'm not there.  Please don't ever give up on anything because I'm right there ❤️❤️❤️
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Charlie_xxx_Angel

@IAdrienetteI
            
            I know that yet sometimes I still feel that way... Like I'm meant to be there for everyone else but no one must be there for me. It's fine really but sometimes being alone gets to me.
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Charlie_xxx_Angel

When I look in the mirror all I see is a stranger. All my "confidence" disappears... 

Hlumix

@Charlie_xxx_Angel you're beautiful and I know it. You'll find out and you'll see what you missed out on. Your beauty ❤️
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Charlie_xxx_Angel

@Adrianette
            Maybe the reason I don't see it ,is because there is non
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Charlie_xxx_Angel

I can't believe that in just a few days 2018 will be over and another year of school will start. I don't know whether to be happy or sad but I do know that I would not have been able to get through my first year of highschool without my friends and I just want to say that I love all you crazy people ( you know who you are).

Charlie_xxx_Angel

@Hlumix 
            Thank you too. Even though we aren't in the same school, those sleepovers I got to spend with you and catch up ,took me away from the sports, acedemic stress and the typical bully's. I am really glad that we all stuck together
            
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Hlumix

@Charlie_xxx_Angel yoh bruh. I wouldn't have been able to get through the year if it weren't for your guy's support for me in such a tough year without you guys. All the plans we've made have replaced the emptiness and the hole of loneliness with happiness again coz of yall. This sounds hella cheesy buts it's fricking true.
            
            Thanks for making 2018 a good year ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
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