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Im weak so very weak I won’t be surprised if when I do die no one would care and if they do I think they are just doing it to look good. But if they genuinely care I won’t know what to do with myself

I think I might be getting an eating disorder cause for the past few months I haven’t been able to eat with out feeling sick from everything and it is every breakfast lunch and dinner. I can keep the food down but even the thought of it makes me feel like ima puke. I don’t know what to do cause I don’t want to tell my parents cause I fear they will get mad at me or something like that cause the last time I had told them I wanted to kill myself they got mad. They didn’t take it out on me tho they dragged me to a hospital tho. And that was 2 years ago. I still look at a knife sometimes and want to cut but I don’t cause I don’t want the pain unless I accidentally get it then I press the area where I am hurt and I feel more pain cause I like it. I don’t know what to do. And this is the most open I have ever been. I sometimes relaps and walk to a knife but then I snap out of it. I have thereapy. But I don’t fully trust her. It’s like if I can see someone I don’t trust them to be fully open. But if I can’t see someone I feel more safe. I don’t know why…. I shouldn’t be depressed I have a good life mostly. I shouldn’t want to kill myself half of the time. But I do. What is wrong with me I don’t know what to do anymore. I can’t understand anymore. Im broken. So very broken.

I randomly wanted to find a cliff and fall.

Im aliveeee

Boop! You have been booped. Now go boop 20 other people 

HEYEYEYEYE

heyyy can you do me a favor? my message board won't work, and I need more Q & A questions for my mafia romance...could you please make an announcement? It's totally okay for you to say no though, so don't feel obligated...

Shit gang im leaving for my mom's till the 31rst TvT

Demons I want to ask Who wants to make a book with me We can do a huge Collab and every one who helps their names will be in it!

IM ALIVE
          
          Maybe