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So at the first day back to school I noticed boys looking at me. . .. weirdly, and since I sat at the back of the classroom cuz Imma potato, I noticed everything around me, that and because I'm VERY observant. I noticed his eyes, his body faced in front but like his eyes, pupils, to be exact, were like facing my direction and I just concluded that he was looking at some other person
the following weeks my teacher told me to sit beside him. At that time, I never really had feelings for him, or at least I never knew I had. He started talking to me, annoying me, making me laugh. In the end we became close.
He sang with me. He plays the beat box, you know, the one that looks like a box, and I slowly get a weird feeling, but i try to shrug it off
People tell us we were sweet, and he tries to hide his smile but I see it, I was weirded out, kind of awkward, but that didn't stop us from getting close to each other. In the girl's CR, someone wrote his name, a heart, and mine. That was the reason the teacher told him to switch seats from someone else. And that was the time I actually felt emptiness. Like a hole in my heart. We had an argument then, and every time I see him with another girl, being sweet, and him entirely, my heart hurts. THE FIRST TIME I FELT THAT. And then I realized, I liked him.
-We made up. Sang again in a program, secretly, of course. We became sweet again, even though he's like, where I seated before. I began to notice that every time he makes a joke, even though he doesn't know I'm looking, he still turns to me. And every time I'm sweet with another guy he looks sad (I dunno why)
-A while ago I was with my sistah, and I saw him, and he saw me (I think) cuz he straight up followed us and coughed my name. I coughed back his name, and turned around to see him smiling. After that we went to the canteen, seemingly he wasn't following us anymore, and then when we exited the canteen, he popped out of nowhere, surprising the shit out of me.