Sjb I just feel like this is the best option for me right now,, I've been just super fukced up lately I've lost a very great friend, I barley talk to any one at all anymore, I dont write,, im not productive, im too sensensitve, I can't focus on anything I just mess up. After I talk to someone I just just think of what is shoulve said or done or just anyrhing for everything. Im so afraid of being left out I just have this fear, I don't know what I'm scared of, almost everyone I talk to have the same audditude Idk anymore so I'm taking a break. I dont know for how long im just tired of saying the same thing ocer and over again becauze you know wgats wrong with me and I know I say it alot I vebt nearly everyday now its just redudiclys. I'm so sorry for saying "I'm AboUt To TaKe A BReAk" or "I MaY BE LeaVe WaTtPad" It just happens when I vent I feel like I'm trying to tell myself to get away from everything but the problem is IM NOT EVEN ACTIVE ON WATTPAD, sO WATTPAD ISNT EVEN A PROBLEM I know DEEP DEEP down in my heArt its Discord taht is making me feel this way I do nothign on wattpad so I don't even know why I'm writing this. Now I just use this app to vent
I'm sorry guys I don't like pressure,, no one's putting pressure on me im just doing it to myself I wanna make shir people can ejoy because ily all 3000 and that's one a way I show it. I'll be bqck later be ssfe everybody ❤