This may sound dumb but I miss my old online friends. We used to be like family and I forgot about them, and the fact we lost touch sucks. If I could talk to them again - especially my good friend Anthony - I would. I screwed up when I lost them. I lost some really good friends. And thinking about them, I get emotional. I changed so much since then and I bet they did too. I wish I could of been there or important moments in their life, talk to them and comfort them, have a good laugh. But they've left, and now I'm alone, sitting in my own self pity. I miss them. And I try to get in touch with them. I think they don't respond because I was a jerk and left them. I'm sorry for ranting, I just needed to vent my feelings. I know everyone grows up eventually, and people leave, but everyone I've known is slowly leaving. I worry that one day, when we're all older, I'll be forgotten.
Thanks for listening to me, or not if you skipped half of it. Nothing really matters in the end.