Vent
Maybe coming out as trans to my friends would make me feel better but I can't. I don't know why, they'd be supportive but each time the topic of trans people comes up I'm always denying I'm trans
Like they say "I'm not trans but I don't feel like girl" and I say "same", or sometimes I say "My brother thinks I'm trans but I'm not!", what am I supposed to do? Tell them I've been lying this whole time? Not to mention how hard it is for me share personal stuff, and I don’t know if my new name might sound weird or if it could be an oc's name of theirs or maybe a character/person they know, which would make it awkward. Or what if they accidentally call me that in front of someone I know that wouldn't be accepting that they don't know. Aughhh, I wish I was cis.