I don't remember the last time someone actually loved me liked me cared about me ive never personally have had anyone who even wanted me to be around I've been used ive been alone and being alone feels empty that even the smallest touch of someone or the simplist sound of someones voice can't break the feeling of loneliness I just want some one to care about me not use me I want someone to actually want to be around me not talk shit about me as soon as I turn my back I just want someone to care about to love to be happy with.....but sadly I havent found that love or happiness and I feel like I never will