~ Cherry ~ McDerri ~

September Update.
          
          ⭐️ - Started a new story as part of a writing challenge with @lizziechixk ;D
          ⭐️ - Working on yet another poetry trilogy - “Pieces, Fragments and Apart.” trying to 
          co-ordinate a new theme.
          ⭐️ - Previously my poetry trilogies / duologies never had themes, just writing whatever I wanted but I enjoyed writing the “symbols trilogy” so much I’m taking another spin on it. 
          ⭐️ - Also, I haven’t checked in a while but as of today, all my books (finished ones) have received over 100 upvotes (200 in ‘Connect Or Die’)! And as much as I’m really happy to be receiving some attention, I can’t help but want more. Whether I actually deserve it based on my talent is a different question. But I’ve worked so hard since January and I don’t want to stop. But the monotony is setting in, I don’t want to go unknown but that’s exactly what’s happening. Because of this, the pace of my work will be slowed down quite a lot. 
          
          Obviously, I didn’t come on here expecting to become famous but I’m putting in a lot of work for little pay off. Really it should be about writing for myself. And with only that belittling goal in mind, I can’t keep up the pace with my writing which is unfortunate. 
          
          God damn it I’m such an attention whore.

Lots of July content! 
          
           ~ Finished “Hidden Aniyah” and “Full Hail” please enjoy the ethereal duology :)
           ~ Finished “Aleph Null”, “2%” and “/////“ 
          it was a little rushed but honestly I love a lot of the poems in this symbols trilogy. :)
          
          August content to come! 
          
           ~ “KILPATRICK” - Finally finally a full story! I have made a full plan and I’m proud of the concept. Will be finished in August! 
           ~ “NOT MY REALITY” - Another story that I’ve planned out in slightly less detail, will be finished after ‘Kilpatrick’ but I’m excited, this is out of my comfort zone and I’m ready! (lol)
          
          ♥️ ~ Cherry

Okay so I literally posted like nothing throughout the whole of June. Literally one of the least productive months of my life. I plan to do so much over July. But I’ve just been in such a state, I literally have been procrastinating every single aspect of my life, but July is a working month. It’s time I get cracking on with some new things. One main reason I am so reluctant to keep writing is my quality of content. I’m so worried that I’m just repeating myself and producing nothing good which is kind of true so I have to maintain such a high quality of work to make it feel worthwhile to me and it’s very hard. I initially wrote for relaxation but now it’s becoming frustrating. I just have to think about what I’m writing and how it’s not the first bullshit that tumbles out. Like “yyyyuoy”. I hope my quantity  and my quality  will improve...
          
          Cherry ~ ♥️

A lot coming soon.
          - A poetry duology that I’ve worked the most hard on
          - Two new books. Full length stories. Barely started, but when I have lots of time I’m sure I’ll be so ready to grind them out 
          - MOST IMPORTANTLY, I’m actually working on a poetry trilogy with a theme and concept. Get ready for Aleph 0, 2% And /////. My darkest and most intense trilogy yet!
          
          Stay tuned for all these updates, and I’ll see you in July! 
          
          ♥️ ~ Cherry

Started 4 new projects!
          Although, it is exam season for me now
          So don’t expect much activity until the summer months (so pretty soon! After this horrific mess of exams is over!)
          I’m excited!
          I have a rejuvenated interest in writing again
          So I’m excited to embark on new adventures!
          
          ♥️ ~ Cherry

Finally finished the trilogy.
          It did start to feel like a chore towards the end.
          Normally words pour out of me.
          But it was a struggle to get those last few parts in.
          But I was really happy as to how it turned out.
          225 poems,  45,000 words total
          In 3 and a half months, my God.
          I honestly don’t think I’ll be writing much more until the summer, when I have more time. Thanks so much for supporting me! 
          Hope you enjoy all my poems! 
          ♥️ ~ Cherry

Thank you for the follow! I hope you enjoy my story ❤

No matter what I try and write about it always ends up being about suicide. 

I’m still alive
          Working on more poetry
          But I’ve been feeling it’s been getting
          Kind of repetitive
          I mean heck, 225 poems
          At some point you’re gonna lose interest
          But I want to keep writing
          So after this final trilogy (for now :))
          I’ll be working on new things
          And then maybe finally a story :):);)
          

Thanks for the follow!