I’m so sick of people sexualizing relationships with Ash. I’m so sick of not being fictional. Of always feeling that my spirit is wounded, much more than those around me or online (of people who only care for status) I’m so sick of how people joke around with what I love most. I’m so sick and rotten inside that-that- tha I might actually am being electrocuted. People say that it gets better but I’m sure that’s what they say to everyone who is about to kill themselves.