Being a writer s frustrating. You have to make deadlines or at least force yourself to write. I may not upload as much as I would like but I will try. I'm damaged. I'm weird. I daydream about murder and fantasize about being something I'm not. I am a pervert, searching for the Joker to my Harley, the JD to my Veronica Sawyer, the Clyde to my Bonnie. The innocent I like to turn horrid and the child like I make adult. 
I'm psychotic. I take my meds for the real world.
But I'm off them when I start to write.