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Hey guys.
Hope you're all doing well.
Just thought I'd say if I'm acting strangely, it's because I'm kinda going through another rough patch in life.
My cat is a breeding cat, who has just about to have her 5th litter of kittens. One of the kittens from her 3rd litter, we sold to my teacher. The kitten turned 1 on Daffodil day. Her name was Daisy but her nickname is Pins. On friday, my teacher got a message from her neighbor saying that Pins wasn't doing well. My teacher rushed home and took her to the vet clinic, where they said she had been hit by a car. She is staying in for observation right now, to see if she can go to the toilet by herself. If she can't there's nothing else they can do for her. I'm just really upset because she was my favourite kitten, and I really don't want her to die. I had a breakdown at school after my teacher left.
My dad just had major shoulder surgery. If his wound gets really infected he could die. He's recovering from the surgery quite well, but I'm still really scared.
I'm sick right now, and I have a sore throat and blocked nose, making it hard to breathe. I woke up 7 times last night because I couldn't breathe. Some of the scariest shit ever.
On top of all this, I have these huge waves of suicidal thoughts and depression.
so yea, that's my life rn. hows urs?