Cheyisweird

I'm in such a romantic mood. I wonder why...

I feel the overwhelming urge to cry with absolutely no reason 
          
          My heart slows when I cry
          The beat low, solid, and strong
          The world around me melts 
          As my surrounds become paintings
          of every time I've bit my tongue
          To save others over myself
          
          My head spins as I focus
          The images circle tuantingly around my head
          The thought of a full pill bottle and a bundle of rope
          Filling my mind more thoroughly 
          With thoughts against me
          Being everything they say
          
          Where my demons are realer than me
          Where my thoughts are frozen with moon
          Where my fears become reality
          
          
          
          
          

 Hello, my beauties. I come with good and bad news.
               Bad news is I've had a lot going on in both my home and my school life. I'm really...overwhelmed right now. My mind is much too cloudy for writing. I may write but not alot if any. I won't be reading. I have so many good books to finish but I have to put them on hold so I may fully enjoy them.
               Good news. Long ago, when I was still a striaght(ish) fetus, I mentioned co-writing a book. It was and lgbtq romance and a scifi twist. Now, i have to admit due to busy scheduels and then highachool and sports, we may have pushed it aside. But the lovely girl whom I'm writing this with is very good at remembering. She went and found what we'd written. Then asked me if I'd like to pick it back up. I agreed! Keep your eyes out for future info and both our pages 
          Love for my hatter, @mindful-spaces .
          
          Stay happy, Cheyisweird

I shouldn't be awake. Yet. Here I am. I feel really motivated to write Silence My Demons. I don't know why but I'm drawn to this. I might have slight pushed my other stories to the back burners. But I'm still working on them just much, MUCH slower. Sorry, beauties. 

Okay so I'm really scared to do this. I'm mean well. Sorta. Everyone on here already knows I'm pansexual and all. And, the big news (if you can call it that) I'm also genderfluid. Uh. It's sp much easier to come out to a group of people I don't have to face. Now. Just my family. Wish me luck.

@Xanatos271 oh. Thank you

@Xanatos271 what can I say? I'm attracted to someone that knows they have faults. Whether others like him or not. 

@Xanatos271 and you think I'm good at writing?

I love him. 

@Xanatos271 ohhh i'm not smart