""Aye! Jordan!" It was after school and I was at my locker when one of my good friends, Noah Fitzgerald, came up from behind to clap me on the back in greeting. Unlike most girls, I didn't stumble under his immense strength. The guy was built like a NFL linebacker and played like one as well, but he was still one of the nicest guys I knew. "Waddup, man?"
"I'm a girl, you know!" I snapped, instantly wanting to take it back.
Noah looked startled and took a step away from me. I didn't like the look he was giving me-one that said he thought I was crazy."Uh...I know?"
"Um...sorry about that. I'm, you know, just a little...ha ha ha ha!" I nervously laughed. "Well, uh...I gotta go! Talk to you later!"
I muttered under my breath as I was rushing away, "What the hell was that? Stupid, stupid, stupid!" After the Matthew incident, I found myself feeling rather self-conscious, as stupid as it sounded. If we're being totally honest here, I realized that I didn't like being called a boy. Noah saying, "Waddup, man?" made me snap because I wasn't a freaking man. I was a girl; I had feelings.
But nooo. I just had to go and screw things up by acting like...well, me.
Come on, I wasn't that bad, was I?
Haha. Right. Keep trying to convince yourself of that, Jordan.
Taking out my phone, I typed a quick text to Grace and Cameron. Operation Jordan is going to be a fucking fail.
Cameron immediately texted back, Lesson #1: Thou Shalt Not Swear.
Haha, I wrote. Funny.
My phone rang after a minute. "'Lo?" I answered.
"Meet me on the quad in five minutes." Cam didn't waste any time with hellos. Before I could even think about a reply, he hung up.
I sighed.
"What do you want?" I asked, annoyed, approaching Cameron leaning back on a bench."I have somewhere to be, you know."
"Yeah? Where?"
"Just...places."
"Right." Cameron patted the seat next to him. "Sit."
"No."
"Jordy, come on."
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