ChiChinChingUniverse

I am holding for too long. Guess this time, im not. I am giving up. I lost hope. Those stain eaten me up. And i dont have the courage to fight anymore. For six years, i am silently praying and begging for help but no one notice, no one cares. Maybe its my fault too, but can you blame me? Can you still blame someone who's broken that much. I did try. I did. But everytime i do, i just found myself bleeding. Words can never describe how much i feel. But there are words i want to tell for the last time. 
          	
          	Thank you for making me feel this way.

ChiChinChingUniverse

I am holding for too long. Guess this time, im not. I am giving up. I lost hope. Those stain eaten me up. And i dont have the courage to fight anymore. For six years, i am silently praying and begging for help but no one notice, no one cares. Maybe its my fault too, but can you blame me? Can you still blame someone who's broken that much. I did try. I did. But everytime i do, i just found myself bleeding. Words can never describe how much i feel. But there are words i want to tell for the last time. 
          
          Thank you for making me feel this way.